I really am so proud of myself/I’m so happy lately.

I’m so blessed to have my Dad back home and I’m taking control of my life and doing so much work and working SO hard towards getting into college. It’s so close that I can taste it. Two more weeks of work and then my future is pretty much sealed. Scary, right? Except I’m not scared. I’m so excited. I’m THRILLED, actually.

I’ve got myself on a not diet, but I got a new fitness app and I’m watching what I’m eating and eating healthier and exercising and my plan it to be in really great shape physically and emotionally(and hopefully with some flat abs) by beach week so I can kind of lay off over the summer but still be in shape for when I leave for college.

I’m so proud of how I’ve managed to stay sane through all of this and still balance a social life. Having 5 of my best friend’s birthdays all within two weeks could have proved hazardous for my studying but I’ve pulled it off and I’m doing well so far!

And having somebody to kind of look forward to seeing every day is a plus, too. Not even trying anything. Just having someone that I like and admire is fun for a change.

—

Love life.