January 2012
fuck me for liking people who would never like me back.
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not even going to quote the lyrics because the...
Sigh. Why do I even bother anymore?
seriously with each day that passes i realize more and more that i’d never have a chance with you specifically because who your friends are. i didn’t even know you were friends with those people…. like, since when? sucks. i still really like you.
confidence
i’d like to say i’m one of the more confident 18 year olds around. i’ve never had a serious problem with my body or attitude and actually, now that i’m thinking about it.. i love myself. alright, not in a cocky way. as in, i like who i am and i like my body.
butttttttt since i’ve started working out over the past two weeks, i can’t help but be excited for what...
I have never felt so comfortable with my body.
fitsp0:
Eating right and working out honestly changed my perspective on life.
In a good way of course.
sometimes i like to keep my contacts out and not put my glasses on and just walk around my house. it makes everything seem less real and more dream-like. i need more dreaminess in my life, anyway.
i NEVER thought i'd be the type of person to be...
because seriously 5 days ago i hated working out. i’m not sure what happened but i’m addicted to it now. every day when i wake up, i don’t just go eat. i sit and think about what i’m going ot eat and if it’ll be good for my body. twice today i turned down soda for water.
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I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF :’)
now i’m following a bunch of fitness tumblrs. i...
Wish I had somebody to help me out with these kinds of things. There’s only so much I can do. There’s only so much I can HANDLE. Friends only care so much.. this shit is just getting really old. Tired of being made into a villan for something I didn’t even take part in.
having one of those days
whenever my mom(well, in this case, my parents) leave for a trip, i always am more productive than usual.
i went out and did errands with the money that i ACTUALLY have for once. bought two pairs of shoes that i’ve been meaning to buy forever online. started a really cute art project and got a huge majority of one of my two huge projects done for this quarter. cleaned my entire room and...
giddy with the possibilities :)
10 Favorite Red Carpet Looks of 2011
After every award show, I put my favorite looks into a folder. In November, I narrowed it down to my 10 absolute favorites. I meant to post about this last week!!!
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Here we go:
Number 10: Kourney Kardashian at the Teen Choice Awards
Number 9: Nina Dobrev at the Emmy’s
Number 8: Selena Gomez at the Grammy’s
Number 7: Mila Kunis at the Oscar’s
Number 6:...
i talked about it last award show… i don’t remember what it was but it was over the summer
i. am. so. tired. of. harry. potter.
shit, i like the movies. they’re alright. never got really, really into them. but when there’s a category of 5 people and FOUR of them are from harry potter it’s KIND OF annoying..
glad that chloe won because she’s adorable and oh...
going through my flickr archive....
checking out old pictures of myself.. so weird.
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from oldest to newest..
and then you’ve got this year..
and recently..
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i just blew threw my four years of high school all in a bunch of pictures… that is so sad. and it’s just mindnumbing that it’s almost over. i’ve learned so much and i have changed so. much. in these past...
I really am so proud of myself/I'm so happy...
I’m so blessed to have my Dad back home and I’m taking control of my life and doing so much work and working SO hard towards getting into college. It’s so close that I can taste it. Two more weeks of work and then my future is pretty much sealed. Scary, right? Except I’m not scared. I’m so excited. I’m THRILLED, actually.
I’ve got myself on a not diet,...
gosh. you are so cute. and so interesting. how did it take me this long to notice you in this way? i wouldn’t mind us together at ALL. not like that will ever happen, though..
some countdowns for my well-being
i may go crazy if i don’t do this..
-21 days until the end of the quarter
-85 days until spring break
-154 days until prom
-165 days until graduation/after grad
-169 days until beach week
-177 days until beach with my family
-188 days until my 19th birthday
and last but not least,
-about 230 days until i leave for college. wherever that may be.
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gotta make the most out of...
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“i want to believe, i want to believe in...
i had an absolutely amazing new year's eve :)
so happy that it’s 2012. this year will change everything.
December 2011
End of Year Survey 2011
1. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before? Adopted genuine feelings for somebody and then got hurt because of them.
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I didn’t make any last year, but I know for sure I’m doing the typical ‘go to the gym more’ one. I’ll take it seriously starting in like, February...
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Watchanthonyalvarado:
mad respect for this cover.
he is perfect. i think my heart is broken after the realization that i loved him and that i’ll never have him… he’s beautiful.
So I've been offered to shoot a wedding....
I don’t really do photography anymore expecially since my camera is pretty much as useful as a sack of rice. Horrible comparison but still.
But after talking about it for awhile, it sounds like I may be getting a new camera? It may not be the mark ii like I used to want but it may just be a new entry-level body which is completely alright with me. Mine is just shit.
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wishful...